Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.
And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire.

And our flares go unnoticed.
Dimminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.

We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,
and the climb can kill you long before the fall.

And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered
just as soon as they are crossed.

We are, we are, intriguing. We are, we are, desirable.

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

"several ways to die trying" by dashboard confessional

as i walk down the empty street
i find me thinkin about you and me
laughing together, laying beside each other, starring at the stars in the sky...
the glare in our eyes speak how much we love each other...

then i sit down the side walk... hopeless, tears slowly falling down my eyes...

realizing that... none of these could ever happen... coz your heart belongs to someone else...

this is the only thing i could do... to dream that theres me and you...
there are times when i just want to tell you that i love you...
tell you i need you, tell you how much i miss you...

there are times when i just fall into my knees,
coz my heart is screaming out the love kept inside of me...

lalng...hehe maghapon na ko sa bhay!!! wala ko mgwa...hehe

A - Age:
~~ 20!!! bwhahahah

B - Band listening to right now:
~~ matchbook romance

C - Career:
~~ hmm successful bum pede na...hehe pero

D - Drink or smoke:
~~ drink... water...hehe

E - Easiest person/s to talk to:
~~ umm... dami e, josh, yads, rj, eric

F - Favorite song/s at the moment:
~~ tiger lily

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms:
~~ worms!!! i love worms!! bwahahaha

J - Junk food you like:
~~ tortillos bbq flavor!!1 the best..hehe

L - Longest car ride ever:
~~mga 15hrs ata???

M - My favorite Sports:
~~ dati basket ball, ngayn... wala...

N - Number of Hairs(lol):
~~ 100 quadrillionjazillion

O - One wish you have??:
~~ wla...ewn ko..ahahah

P - Phobias:
~~ ipis?.. hehe

Q - Favorite Quote:
~~ kung para syo, para syo talga..hehe

R - Reason to smile:
~~ when thoughts of her flasher through my mind...

S- Song:
~~  tiger lily nga amf! hehe

T- Time you woke up:
~~ 7:30 am..san ka pa..hehe

U - Unknown fact about u:
~~ im gay???...................... jjkjkjk

V - Vegetable/fruit you hate:
~~ AMPALAYA!!! yuckkk....heheh

W - Worst habit:
~~ sikwet...hehe

X - X-rays you've had:
~~ wla na ko matandaan e...hehe
Y- Yummy food/s:
~~ beef misono at unlimited rice!!! pati ung veggies na kasam nya or number 1 or 5, go bigtime
 twister fries...hehe
Z- Zodiac sign:
~~ libra

 We drive tonight, and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives,
Like we've known each other forever and time flies by.
With the sound of your voice, its close to paradise,
with the end surely near
And if I could only stop the car and hold on to you,
and never let go, I'd never let go.
As we round the corner to your house you turn to me and said
I'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent.

And I want to speak these words but I guess I'll just bite my tongue
And accept someday somehow, as the words that we'll hang from
And I,    I don't wanna speak these words,
cause I, I don't wanna make things any worse
And I,    I don't wanna speak these words,
cause I, I don't wanna make things any worse
Why does tonight have to end?
Why don't we hit the start, and pause it at our favorite parts
We'll skip the goodbyes.   If I had it my way, I'd turn the car around
And runaway, just you and I.

tiger lily by matchbook romance... this song is perfect!! haha!

im bored, im lonely, im tired, im sleepy and worst of all, i cant stop thinking of her... what it would have been if i did something about the feeling that dwells within me... memories of her sometimes sneak into my thoughs whenever im doing stuff and i get confused so i try to do something else to get her off my mind... she's all i can think about... i sometimes turn off all everything in my room thinking i would get her off my mind but in the silence i hear tiny voices whispering into my ears her name... am i insane??? why is this happening to me??? maybe this is how bored i am..HAHA! its amazing how boredom, lonelyness, tiredness and sleepiness affects how a man thinks...hehe... but i still feel these things even though im not tired or sleep or bored, maybe this i just who i am, this is what i ought to do/feel... i just wish that...blah blah blah...HAHA!

ill post more lyrics... bukas nmn para may update everyday...hehe

I can’t explain this
It’s hard to understand
I try but I’m lost
Mesmerized by her
That look will surely stay
She smiles at every face, even mine

But, why doesn’t she see me in this empty room?
Does she think about you when you do, when you do?

I try to walk that same hill next to you
I try to be that missing part of you

I tremble as I wait
In these busy, city fields
I see a million stares at me

Anxiously looking
Finding the right time to see
If that sign you’re looking for, will lead to me

But, don’t you see what you’re doing to me?
Can’t you see that I’ve been dealt by this, dealt by you?

I guess I’ll always do

I try to shut them
Blurring this picture from my head
But even in the dark, you are there

I TRY TO LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU WON’T!

 

jillian by sponge cola

actually, want to change the title of the song....bwahahahah

wala lng... hehe life sucks... for me... hehe everyday i do the exact same thing repeating it over and over again til i end up doing the samething again the next day... labo noh... hehe wala lng... im so bored!!! hehe... sometimes i wonder what will happen if one day, i just fall asleep and never wake up... again... will someone notice that i was already gone??? would they even care if i was gone??? will they remember me??? do they even know thati existed??? that there was a stephen john paredes who existed in this world??? or would they just go on and live their lives as if nothing happened??? HAHA! i dont know what im writting about...hehe... this is how bored i am...hehe

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