here am i, waiting hopelessly for nothing...
trying everything hoping for something...
slightly breathing though dying slowly...
of the pain the hopeless feeling you brought me the moment i saw you...
knew more about you...
realizing the imposibility of having you...
knowing that in no way we can be together...



but still hoping that one day...

all these would change...

and ill wake up, freed from all the pain...

that slowly kills me everytime i remember your name...