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naiinis na ako sa iyo
bakit mo ba ako ginaganito
ikaw ba ay naguguluhan sa 'king tunay na nararamdaman sa iyo
ano pa bang dapat na gawin pa
sa 'king pananamit at pananalita
upang iyong mapagbigyang pansin aking paghanga at pagtingin
sa iyo

wag mo na sana akong pahirapan pa
kung ayaw mo sa 'kin ay sabihin mo na
wag mo na sana akong ipaasa sa wala
oo na mahal na kung mahal kita

ano pa bang dapat na gawin ko
upang malaman mo ang nadarama ko
upang iyong mapagbigyang pansin
akign paghanga at pagtingin
sa iyo

oo na mahal na kung mahal kita

wag m na sana by parokya ni edgar
*db astig, old skul!!! hahaha

here am i, waiting hopelessly for nothing...
trying everything hoping for something...
slightly breathing though dying slowly...
of the pain the hopeless feeling you brought me the moment i saw you...
knew more about you...
realizing the imposibility of having you...
knowing that in no way we can be together...



but still hoping that one day...

all these would change...

and ill wake up, freed from all the pain...

that slowly kills me everytime i remember your name...

i dont really know what i should write in this crappy webpage... i cant think of anything to write about...

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the end...




















im bored... =P

I know, im not the one you're thinking of,
Coz i am your past, and i'm gone.
So what now? coz i know this will be very hard,
To go back in time..press rewind.

Coz you don't know what i really mean,
You don't know what i really feel,
You don't know my..you don't know my name and the pain..

You're my angel in my own heaven,
Life is a miracle.
Its so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone.

I know, i'm not the one you're dreaming of,
And i'll be home soon for you.
So help me, to swallow this bitter pill,
So i can fade away.
Life to me is very real, a miracle that i can feel.
Everytime i try to sleep, i dream of you and it feels so real.
Everytime i try to breathe, i suffocate and i start to bleed.
All of these because of you.

I know, you don't need me anymore
Can i die for you?

You're my angel in my own heaven,
Life is a miracle.
Its so surprising, uninviting, i'll never be alone

astig!!!

wala mgwa... hehe a new pope just got elected...hehe lalng...

im dying slowly of the pain thats creeping inside me
thinking of slitting my wrist or hanging my self down the creeking stair case
hoping that when i die, i can get your attention
why cant you just be mine
why cant you just leave him behind
why cant i get you off my mind
so i can end my life without me thinking that youll leave him someday...
when i saw your picture with that guy
id just want to slit my wrist and die...
and feel every single bit of pain,
to free me from the agony loving you brings to me
i wish i could just be with you before i die
spend a whole day with you
talk about our lives, what would have happend if we were given a chance to be together...
the differences that set us apart, the things that brought us together
show you how much i love you,
sit on a mountain top when the sun is slowly setting
embrassing you with both my arms
whispering to your ears how much i cherish every single moment im with you
wishing i wont have to die when the sun rises up again...


lalang... para lng may new post

the harder i try to get you off my mind,
the more i find something to love in you,
eventhough when im with someone else,
i think of you...
i hear your voice everytime when someone speaks,
as if you are the one who is speaking...
everybody seems to look like you,
no matter where i look,
all i can see are diff pictures of you
everything seems so empty,
so dull... so vain without you...
all i can do is hope that youd be happy with the one your with right now,
even though i suffer from the pain that this feeling brings to me...

alone, confused, and frustrated, i laid down on the floor in the corner of my room. quietly starring at the ceiling, my mind thinking a thousand thoughts, wondering what good can i do with my life...

its 10:41am, and its exactly 28days before the our thesis deadline!!! worst of all, we(our group) haven't started doing our paper yet...waaaaa...bwhahhaha... mukang take 4 na kami ng thesis documentation... i hope not..hehe oh well, ill try to contact my groupmates so that we could start on our paper today..hay.... i want to graduate!!!! my bestfriend is graduanting on march??? naunahan pa ko...waaaaa... dami problems, thesis, love... boredom...hehe bwhahahaha... mukang lonely nnmn ako sa valentines day...hehe